What is going on

For a year and a half things haven't been so good for us. So, I decided that I would do what I like most and that is Creating and playing with my art.
I always loved art journaling but didn't know a thing of it. 
Then I started looking around the internet for courses to do and before I enrolled in any one I went to Youtube and looked for some videos on techniques used in art journaling. So, I bought a journal book and did a couple of pages. They are no so great but they are my first ones.
The very first one is Simple Pleasures:

This page was done using many things I learned from the videos.
Then I did the second one and I called it Good things:

After that I Watched Donna Downey's Inspiration Wednesday and I was hooked. But still there was something missing, so I enrolled in Wanderlust2016. Wanderlust is a one year course with videos every week showing different techniques by art journaling artists. it is a very good course the community is very friendly and Kasia and Jamie are very devoted to the course.

But there was still something missing there for me..... Then I found Paivi Eerola from Peony and Parakeet and I found myself....